shimmer
it's odd..

now that i look back, and the people around me..
just how much michael has changed me.

examples..
my coworker's son is 24, in a relationship.. however he finds another one of my coworkers attractive, and she's also in a relationship of her own.
so instead of breaking up the relationships they are in to go out with eachother, they are seeing eachother on the side..

before.. i would have been ok with it.. accepted it..
but now.. i just feel kinda disgusted..
if you're not happy with your current relationship to the point where you want to see someone else.. then you should break up.
*shrugs*

i don't know..
now that michael is in my life.. i see love in a new perspective.
michael has shown me how precious it really is. how beautiful it is to love someone so much, that you can't see your existence without them. how everyday you can smile because you feel complete in your world.
that you can step up and beam with a brillience to know that you matter to someone..
that you are more then just and existance.

call me love struck,
but..
i see love as something beautiful and sacred now..
and i owe it all to him.

every so often.. he reveals a piece of my jigsaw puzzle that i was missing.
every so often..
when i think that i couldn't be more complete..
when i couldn't add anymore light in my world..
he brightens it..
and everything shimmers along the edges.